This has to stop

I need to stop thinking about you.. missing you.. telling random people about our story... about how much I loved you.. how much I miss you... and how much you broke me. I want to stop feeling heartbroken. I want to stop crying for everything that happened. This has to stop hurting. I need to heal. I need to start being happy. I don't know how to when it comes to you. I'm happy and blessed for my family and friends but when it comes to you I feel so sad. This pain has to stop.