Me has enseñado

Que cada persona esconde algo maravilloso.

Que algunos corazones, aunque no lo parezcan,
están llenos de virtudes escondidas
bajo una coraza de temor al daño.

Que el amor puede durar para siempre.

You haven't seen the last of me

Feeling broken
Barely holding on
But there's just something so strong
Somewhere inside me
And I am down but I'll get up again
Don't count me out just yet

I've been brought down to my knees
And I've been pushed way past the point of breaking
But I can take it
I'll be back
Back on my feet
This is far from over
You haven't seen the last of me
You haven't seen the last of me

They can say that
I won't stay around
But I'm gonna stand my ground
You're not gonna stop me
You don't know me
You don't know who I am
Don't count me out so fast

I've been brought down to my knees
And I've been pushed way past the point of breaking
But I can take it
I'll be back
Back on my feet
This is far from over

You haven't seen the last of me

There will be no fade out
This is not the end
I'm down now
But I'll be standing tall again
Times are hard but
I was built tough
I'm gonna show you all what I'm made of

I've been brought down to my knees
And I've been pushed way past the point of breaking
But I can take it
I'll be back
Back on my feet
This is far from over

I am far from over

You haven't seen the last of me

No no
I'm not going nowhere
I'm staying right here
Oh no
You won't see me begging
I'm not taking my bow
Can't stop me
It's not the end
You haven't seen the last of me
Oh no
You haven't seen the last of me
You haven't seen the last of me

• LIFE IS JUST A BLINK OF AN EYE •

In the blink of an eye everything can change. So forgive often and love with all your heart. Sometimes there is no next time, no time-outs, no second chances. Sometimes it’s now or never. Today, I’ve been thinking all day long about the Chapecoense airplane accident. Everyone was in shock with this situation. But only the people directly related to the victims will really understand the dimension of this tragedy; those whose world was turned upside down so unexpectedly, and had to question their own certainties about life in such a painful way. Today, the lives of 81 families (between the dead and survivors) have changed forever. This plane took athletes to Medellin to make their dream come true. They had only one mission in mind: TO WIN THE SOUTH AMERICAN CHAMPIONSHIP. Young people. Full of health. First international final. The journalists were going to cover this dream; this historic moment for the Chapecoense soccer team and its fans. The match was scheduled, the team was scaled, and the tickets were sold.

Nothing could go wrong.

Huh?!
It turns out it can.
Turns out it did.

And we stand here with that emptiness in our chest and that sense of powerlessness in the face of life. When these things happen, everyone is surprised. And we realize that we really do not have the control of ANYTHING. Life is so fragile.We must value each day we have, and cherish the moments of happiness we create with our loved ones because it WILL NOT last forever. Live every moment as if it were your last.

• LIFE IS JUST A BLINK OF AN EYE •

Divorce

Divorce is probably as painful as death.

Divorce is the death of a dream you thought was going to last.

One of the hardest things you will ever have to do, my dear, is to grieve the loss of a person who is still alive.

Halloween

Halloween... siempre lo celebré menos del 2013 al 2015 porque a ti no te gustaba. Este año por fin lo volví a celebrar. 

Broken Flowers

Terrible Lives

Because some people
live these terribly confused lives. 
They have it all backward.
They think love is the fear of abandonment.
They think love is attachment
and what is worse is,
they think love is forcing someone
to stay.

Scars Are Made of Gold

They're scars for a reason.
They don't hurt anymore
but they're there to remind you
of all the things you lived through.
The moments that almost killed you
and the ones that made you
who you are.
Stay strong.


R.M. Drake

Octubre 19

Ayer fue uno de esos días, que no se lo deseas a nadie. Un día de dolor, de tristeza... y de amarrarse el corazón lo más duro posible para no llorar. Aún sigo procesando todo lo que ocurrió. Decirle adiós al que fue mi hogar por dos años; donde llegué con tanta ilusión para vivir y formar una familia con el que era el amor de mi vida. El lugar donde fui muy feliz, descansando, viendo pelis, cocinando, haciendo karaoke, haciendo laundry juntos, riéndonos de boberías, haciéndonos cosquillas, peleando a veces por cosas sin importancia y otras veces por cosas muy importantes. El lugar donde lo descubrí engañándome en más de una ocasión hablándose con otras mujeres. El lugar donde también sufrí mucho, donde lloré encerrada en el baño para que no me escuche, o en la ducha mientras me bañaba para que el agua camufle mi llanto. 

Hay tantos recuerdos lindos y no tan lindos, hay tanto amor encerrado en esas paredes que espero se queden ahí adentro, para que aún lo sientas. Para que te cuiden de cualquier persona que te quiera hacer daño. Le ruego al Señor que nada malo te pase, que nunca sufras lo que yo sufrí porque no se lo deseo a nadie, y mucho menos a ti. Eras todo y más de lo que soñé hasta que me traicionaste, desde ese día todo cambió. No quiere decir que te dejé de amar, solo quiere decir que me dolió y hasta el día de hoy no logro entender por qué lo hiciste. Tendrás tus razones. Solo espero que esto que acabamos de pasar sirva para que seamos más fuertes y aprendamos a valor mucho más a las personas que están en nuestras vidas. Lamento mucho que todo haya terminado mal. Hubiese querido verte como "the bigger person" más caballero, respetuoso y humilde. Pensé que mis consejos servirían de algo. Tal vez ahora no te des cuenta, pero ojalá con el transcurso de los años, entiendas cuánto te amé y cuánto deseo que seas un hombre de bien, con un lindo corazón, y que seas feliz. Eso es todo lo que quiero. Te amaré por siempre gordo. Suerte en tu vida, make me proud.