Hold on

Goodbye

Say something, I'm giving up on you
And I'm sorry that I couldn't get to you
And anywhere I would've followed you
Say something, I'm giving up on you

And I... will swallow my pride
You're the one that I love
And I'm saying goodbye

I invested love, time, effort, money, tears, prayers; I invested my whole life in you, in our home, in our marriage. It's not easy to give up on you; to give up on us. 

Dios

Please forgive me

Please forgive me for not trying one more time. For not giving it one last shot. For letting my pain take over. I'm sorry for not giving us a 4th chance. Now, we're about to sign the papers and everything will be over. I wish all the best to you. I know you will be happy. I will pray for you to be in peace and to succeed in all your projects in life. I will always love and miss, you and your family.

I forgive you

I won't judge you anymore. I'm sorry because I did. I don't judge you. I forgive you. Yes, I felt and sometimes still feel like a fool. But I'm trying my best, with all my heart, and with the help of God, to let go of the past. To forgive and forget what happened. I don't want to remember the bad. If I ever think about you, I only want to remember the good things. All the bad, were mistakes that had to happen so we could get to this point. So we could be now, where we are. And so we could open our eyes and realize that we are human beings that come to this world with a purpose in life, and we need to ask God to help us figure out our purpose, in case we haven't figured it out yet. I won't hold grudges on you, trust me, I will pray for you, for your heart and your soul, so it's filled with love and not with hate. So that you could also forgive and forget all the pain that other people caused you, like all the damage that your dad did to you, your mom, and your sister. I will pray for them as well, so they can let go of the past, and be happy... but truly happy, forever. I wish you peace and love in your life.

Cómo actuar con la gente mala

Tienes que sacar a las personas malas de tu vida emocional.
No permitas que la gente mala te haga daño o te haga sentir culpable.
Ten cuidado de esos lobos disfrazados de ovejas.
Sabes cuándo un malo se va de tu vida? Cuando le descubres su juego.
Y le dices "a mí ya no me vas a hacer esto"
"A mí no me vas a hacer sentir culpable, no me vas a traer culpa ni angustia. Así como tú no sientes ni culpa ni angustia, de ahora en adelante te voy a decir las cosas como te las tenga que decir, porque te descubrí el juego."
Y en el momento que le descubriste el juego, el malo se tiene que ir de tu vida sí o sí.
Solo así volverás a tener paz en tu vida.
No trates de justificar la actitud de alguien por su pasado. Ese "Uy pobrecito, es que con el pasado que tuvo, con el mal ejemplo de su padre, y esa niñez tan difícil que tuvo, por eso él es así" no va! Cada persona elige ser bueno o ser malo. Existen muchas personas con un pasado peor y sin embargo eligieron ser buenos.
Dios conoce lo que hay en tu corazón. 
Dios sabe quién es bueno y quién es malo. Él todo lo ve.
Ora, conversa con Dios y pídele sabiduría para poder reconocer a los malos y aléjate de esas personas. No necesitas gente que te reste, necesitas a gente que te sume. Rodéate de gente buena que te motive a seguir adelante y a ser mejor cada día.

Hope for EVERYTHING, expect NOTHING

I hope God guides your life. I know we both made mistakes but after all this pain, I hope we will never repeat those mistakes again. I'm sorry for not seeing the signs. It wasn't your fault, it was mine for trusting in people too much. For believing in all your late nights at work, all those business trips, etc. We are both going to learn from this. I wish you all the best in the world, I really do. You taught me a life lesson that I will never forget. You taught me for real, not to trust anyone. I don't expect anything from you, but I hope that you let me go. A friend once told me: "Hope for EVERYTHING, expect NOTHING." So I'll just hope for the best, even though I will expect nothing.

Qué carta usará después?

Y cuando piensas que ya acabó de jugar todas sus cartas, sigue saliendo con más sorpresas, con más trabas para no firmar. Y es así cómo trata de provocarte para que lo llames. Pero hay que ser fuerte y no caer en su juego. Y hay que rezar... rezar mucho para que Dios ilumine su mente y su corazón. Para que deje de hacer más daño. Para que todo termine en buenos términos. Es difícil ver cómo la persona que amas solo trata de pisotearte y humillarte hasta más no poder. Es difícil darte cuenta que no es un caballero. Es difícil aceptar que nunca le importaste, que lo único que le importa es él mismo, el dinero y cosas materiales. A dónde quedó el amor que supuestamente sentía por mí? Nunca existió.

Hope you're okay

Despite everything I still love you. I still care about you so much. In every earthquake, my first instinct is to call you. All I want to hear is that you are okay. I had to block your number to stop me from calling you again. I miss your voice. I miss u a lot. Maybe I'm stupid for still loving you, for thinking about you all the time. I wish you loved me the way I did. I wish you had never betrayed me. I wish you had never cheated on me. We could have been so happy together. I hope you are happy whether it's alone or with one of those women from your list. I hope you will always be.