Hope you're okay

Despite everything I still love you. I still care about you so much. In every earthquake, my first instinct is to call you. All I want to hear is that you are okay. I had to block your number to stop me from calling you again. I miss your voice. I miss u a lot. Maybe I'm stupid for still loving you, for thinking about you all the time. I wish you loved me the way I did. I wish you had never betrayed me. I wish you had never cheated on me. We could have been so happy together. I hope you are happy whether it's alone or with one of those women from your list. I hope you will always be.