How do I close something that is broken?

"The hard part is pretending not to give a fuck when you really do. The worst part is trying to close your heart when its doors have been blown to pieces." R.M. Drake

Sometimes the ghost of you haunts me in my dreams... and sometimes even when I'm awake. And I remember those times when you told me "you made me believe in love again." It's funny how I made you believe in love... but it didn't last at all. Not only did you break my heart, but you broke me... all of me. I don't know how to wake up from this nightmare. I want to wake up next to you; I want you to tell me "it was just a bad dream, please go back to sleep." And then, I just wanna go back to sleep and never wake up again.